My last beautiful destination

Salzburg and Hallstatt

Dear my love,

I know you were in Salzburg before and I still remember your photo in the forest .. You were in Salzburge when you left me for the first time .. and now I visited it when you left me for the third last time..

I stayed only one day in Salzburg where I met a new friend from Afghanistan who showed me around the city.. It was a little bit cold but I enjoyed the view of the city from the top Castle. I enjoyed the story of my friend about his girl who lives in Alexandria as well.. It was interesting an interesting day!

In the second day I went to Hallstatt where I enjoyed the beautiful nature and snow. It was my first time with snow! The transpiration was very difficult and no direct train to Hallstatt from Salzburg.. but I was lucky because I met a new Japanese friend in the bus and we continued the day together. He was a good leader as well .. In Hallstatt, The lake, the village, the mountains and snow were more than wonderful.. Everything fascinated me in this small classic village ..

Dear my love, If you visited Salzburg again, you should pass by Hallstatt.

Look my love to Hallstatt before climbing the mountain

An here is Hallstatt from the top, I LOVE YOU!

My love, While writing to you about my last beautiful destination in Europe I remembered all last times between us

• The last time I saw you before leaving your home and I came back to Alexandria ..
• The last time in your house.. That house that was planned to be ours in few days. We were were happy while preparing the house for our new life ..
• The last time I met you in Alexandria after I came back from UAE.. That day you refused letting me be with you in the train station to say the last goodbye ..
• The last Masar Egbari concert we attended together .. It was the first and the last ..
• The last movie in Cinema .. La La Land 🙁 🙁
• The last time we had a meal together ..
• Your last birthday together when you promised me that you will never let me again because I am your wife and the REAL MAN never give up his wife ..
• My last birthday together when I was sad and crying because of your gift lie! Do you remember that? Do you remember your mom’s used perfume the you forced me to accept as a gift and you lied about it .. I know that you remember and you know how bad you were but you will never admit and you will never say sorry!
• The last phone call when I begged you to stay and you promised me that that will never go again whatever happened and I you will never let my hand .. but you never keep your word and you left me for the third time 🙁

And I remember that last time I meet you by chance in Starbucks close to your work after I came back from Europe.. I remember that evil in your eyes.. I remember how small you were in my eyes.. I remember how good I felt when I finally realized that you are not the good  nor the right one for me! You are just a coward! You are not a real man!

Do you remember any of our first or last times? Do you remember anything about me?!

I doubt that you remember anything! and I don’t care!

For me I will keep remembering and remembering to believe and accept the truth and to protect myself from bad guys like you..

Our last move!

Our first and last Masar Egbary

I am remembering and writing while I can’t believe that! Is this really that last time? Now I know why I was always crying when I listen to this song..

Every moment I spent with you, I wished to die before it’s end because I was sure you gonna leave me again.. I was in pain because of that killing feeling of insecurity and you have never been kind with me to make me feel safe..  BUT our last call was different, for the fist time you were kind and nice with me.. you made me feel safe and for the first time I trusted you and I slept well dreaming of our new life together away of everyone .. Then I waked up covered with tears and pain when I heard from my father that you called him to give up and leave me..

You killed me!

You killed my soul!

You killed the one who loved and trusted you!

You killed tha one who would die for you!

You killed the one who lost her life and her family for you!

Do you think yourself a real man? I doubt!

Dear my love,

This is the end of #Austria story.. and i will always keep telling myself that you are not a #real_man & you don’t deserve to be loved but unfortunately I LOVE YOU! 🙁 🙂

See you in Egypt! Actually I don’t want to see you again!