30 Before 30
A Journey with my ex-love
My love,
The story of 30 before 30 started when you left me for the third time with no mercy.. 17 days before our wedding ????, you left me! ? ?
I know it is not your first time to leave me like that. This is the 3rd time ? .. The 3rd one without saying good bye, but you just disappear. I used to wake up in the morning looking around me trying to find you but the truth is that you already left me! ?
Every story has a good side and a bad one.. The good side makes us happy with fruity dreams while the bad side shows us the truth and the reality of people..
Yes! I have seen all good things inside you without saying a word and I have seen your bad side many times but this time I couldn’t stand the truth of this tough life because:
– Finally I realized that I was attached to the wrong one..
– Finally I realized that you never loved me..
– Finally I realized that you will never be able to love me..
– Finally I realized that you came to my life again to destroy me and my family ..
– Finally I realized that you came back to me to give me all reasons to hate you! but still I can’t hate you!
– Finally I realized that you filled my heart with hate ? .. I will never forgive you for that! ??
– Finally I realized that you have been unjust to me..
– Finally I realized that this is the last time and I will never find my way back to you again.. and you don’t want to find that way for us!
Dear my love,
When we were planning for our wedding, I was planning secretly to celebrate your birthday in Paris, the city you love the most. From my heart, i wanted to surprise you with this gift. Yes! I wanted to visit Paris in my love birthday ❤️
I wanted to celebrate my 30 birthday with you as well but in our small home. But all of my plans failed! ?
So i decided to change my plan, celebrate and explore the world without you.. ✈️ ? ??
– Visiting 30 different cities in Europe ?
– Take 30 different photo with you ( I mean with your framed photo ) ?
– Meet 30 new friends????♀️
– Writing 30 lessons that i have learned from our relation ?
30 before 30 in Europe
Dear Love, I have achieved my previous list by visiting 9 different countries & 30 different cities and villages and taking too many photos with you and without you. Also I have met many new friends from Europe, America, Canada, Mexico China, South Korean, Japan and Arabs..
I don’t know why I am writing now about this but I think writing might heal my broken heart.. I don’t care if someone will read this one day or not.. I just like writing to you as I am really talking to you in real life. I am just writing to you with a heart full of love and with another heart full of hate, sorrow and anger!!
One day I will be in a parallel world, living another life, with no future dreams and living day to day. I think you will be here reading my non sense story.. My good and bad love story!
#1 France ??
France was my first destination.. I arrived Paris on 8th October to celebrate your birthday away of everything and everyone.. Then I came back to France again at the end of my trip but this time I visited Strasbourg and Colmar.. I highly recommend visiting those 2 small cities..
#2 Italy
Before Italy, I passed by Munich to meet my friend Kareem to keep my heavy luggage with him and take only a backpack..
I started Italy from the far South in the Amalfi Coast to the North in Como Lake passing by too many cities .. In Italy I have visited around 13 different destinations in 15 days..
- Amalfi Coast (Sorrento, Positano, Amalfi and Capri) – 2 days
- Rome – 3 days
- Florence – 2 days
- Pisa – day trip from Florence
- Milan – 2 days
- Como & Varena – day trip from Milan
- Genoa & Portofino – 2 days
- Venice – 2 days
#3 Hungary – Budapest
I don’t have any story to tell about Budapest .. this city was recommended by many friends but I think it’s over-rated.. I didn’t like it that much and I was sad there as well. I think the only good part was meeting new friends from Japan and Canada.
#4 Austria
After Budapest I started Austria time by visiting Vienna where I spent the weekend then I went to Prague .. At the End of my trip I came back to Austria and visited Salzburg and Hallstatt .. Austria has a special place unique place in my heart..
#5 Czech – Prague
I spent 3 days in Prague after Vienna .. I was sick for 2 days and I enjoyed the city in one day only.. I couldn’t stop running everywhere to be able to visit as many as I can in one day.. I couldn’t stop taking photos for the beautiful architecture and the colorful buildings.
#6 Germany
4 cities (Munich, Berlin, Hamburg & )
#7 Netherlands
#8 Belgium & Switzerland
Belgium was my first destination after Amsterdam.. I spent only half day in Brussels then Bruges where I spent 2 days doing nothing .. just relaxing in this small quite city after a heavy rainy time in Brussels ..
Zurich is my last day and last destination in my trip.. I couldn’t take good photos there but Switzerland is my next long trip..
Finally, 30 lessons from my good, bad, happy and sad relation
I have enjoyed the good side of any relation with the one who I love, but in the same time I have learned too many lessons from the bad side.. The good side gave me happiness while bad one teach me lessons..
- Be with a decent guy, not a coward..
- Be with someone who respects your family, not a the one who think he is on the top of all..
- Be with someone who stops your tears, not the one who makes you crying..
- Be with someone who supports you when you need him even if you he is sad of you, not the one who leaves you alone..
- Be with someone who gives you small and simple gift or flower, not the one who give you used old staff of his mother..
- Be with someone who wants you to be his love, soul, friend and life partner, not the one who wants a mother..
- Be with someone who wish you sweet dreams, not the one who leaves you cry before sleeping..
- Be with someone who loves to tell you “Good morning” everyday, not the one who remembers to contact you late in the middle of the day or after few days..
- Be with someone who encourages you to be more successful, not the one who keeps pushing you down..
- Be with someone who says sorry, not the one who has a very high level of ego..
- Be with someone who appreciates you presence, not the one who makes you feel that you are nothing..
- Be with someone who feels proud of you, not the one who likes to highlight your mistakes to make you feel shy..
- Be with someone who talk nicely to you, not the one who insult you..
- Be with someone who wanna marry you because loves you, not the one who wanna marry anyone..
- Be with someone who loves you more than anything, not the one who loves money more than you..
- Be with someone who give you special place in his life, not the one who always comparing you with his mom..
- Be with someone who discusses everything quietly, not the one who forces you to do what he wants..
- Be with someone who fights the world for you, not a coward one who gives up you..
- Be with someone who is courage enough to face you relations issues together, not the one who thinks and decides by his own then disappears from your life..
- Be with an honest guy, not the who betrays you even with your friends..
- Be with someone who says the truth, not the one lies all the time..
Dear my love,
I hope you in a good health and mood. And i hope you feel great for being away 🙁
This is the end of my good and bad story with you.. and i will always keep telling myself that you are not a real man & you don’t deserve to be loved but unfortunately I LOVE YOU! ??
As like all posts I should write “see you!” BUT NO.. I really don’t want to see you again before being a good, fair and honest man!